The scars we wear

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-11-13T22:06:00

2004-11-14T03:07:11Z

new journal. peace B)

oh yeah. btw. friends only. so leave comments there for me =*

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-11-11T21:54:00

2004-11-12T02:55:45Z

I love talking to John Bresch. At least I know I have someone to talk to =)

And as for Tenzin, he's my best friend. =)

Not going skating tomorrow, dont know what the fuck I'm doin.
We'll see.

xo

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-11-10T10:56:00

2004-11-10T15:59:45Z

i ruin wayyy too many things.

"second thing shannon is fucking you up and got you all twistitd and turned inside out
so dont get a relationship wiht her"

someone sent that to dan. and he had the nerve to put it in his info. jerrkkk
i told dan i dont want a relationship with him.
so whatever im just gonna leave people alone so i dont ruin anything.

on other news, i love the gormley brothers. haha.
and i love umm...Club DSC? haha
and i love my little crew there.

i sprained my wrist. ughhh..

and im bored now.

and im sick so i stayed home from school today.. so im tired.
ill write later

<3 i love my babyyy

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-11-07T00:37:00

2004-11-07T05:38:47Z

Yeah. Been going to the rink a lot and clubbin it up B)

im friends with EVERYONE and i dont take sides.

i love my friends.

and i love my baby and i miss him so much :(

<3 love you forever baby, no changin thatt

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-10-16T20:00:00

2004-10-17T00:04:34Z

I had the best day EVER. I'm in the best mood and NO ONE can ruin it.
Walked to Manor, to Courtney's... her dad drove us to Blade's.
We hung out with Blade, Rocco, Brian, and Anthony Longo.
And I love Anthony, and I missed him so fucking much.
I was so happy to see him.
So we hung out.. watched movies, at the end it was just Me, Blade, Courtney and Anthony. We watched Fright Night.
I helped Ant get his shit together..
then we left. I'm probably hanging out with him tomorrow.. =D

I'm so fucking happy.

<3 I love you. That will NEVER EVER change.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-10-13T18:05:00

2004-10-14T01:11:24Z

Highlights of my day:

`Musical Theatre
`Brandon's not mad at me.
`Erin waving to Sara in Woodbury and walking into a pole..and blaming it on me haha
`Taking shits in McDonalds
`Sara and Cecelia almost getting caught in CVS
`Me Sean and Erin walking to the pet store and me running into Sean's arm, doing a 180, falling and hitting my head..haha
`Kittens, bunnies, our fishies!!!.. we bought fishes
`Lighting highlighters on fire

I think that's it.

... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROGER!

Ant Longo.. stay strong, I love you, I'm always here for you, I miss you.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-10-12T18:37:00

2004-10-13T01:38:11Z

People are assholes.. especially the teachers in WDHS.
Yeah don't let them fool you.. :)
Seriously.

Feels good to be back..

And I'm not going to manor for a while.

I plead the fifth, whatever that means.

2004-09-25T18:05:11Z

Wow. Got my test results back and...

ALL came up NEGATIVE.

goo ME

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-09-25T11:02:00

2004-09-25T15:06:46Z

The eFF b0mb: were u at the game last night?
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: yes
The eFF b0mb: did u hear who got caught drinking?
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: nope?
The eFF b0mb: shannan did
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: =-O
The eFF b0mb: yeah.
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: what happened
The eFF b0mb: ok..
The eFF b0mb: well
The eFF b0mb: in manor we got out shit.. rumple minze and stuff. and then we started drinking and walking to the game. we got there and me and sean fell all over the place, and we got in and stuff and met up with people. then we just hung around and at like 8 30 mr moore came up to me and was like "we got a complaint you're not feeling well"
so i said "im feeling fine"
and he told me he was gonna wait with me until my ride came and i said my ride was coming at 10 and he was like "thats okay" so he took me to the entrace where i saw the principal, and he said if i didnt admit to having alcohol in my system, then id be suspended for ten days.
The eFF b0mb: so i admitted. and then... he took me into the school and had my stepdad pick me up and he told us i couldnt participate in any activites like.. homecoming/games... anything at all.
The eFF b0mb: so ok. and then he said i had to go to the hospital to get tested for alcohol and drugs. so i was like...wtf and we went home and i fell asleep because they said we had 12 hours before we actually HAD to go.
The eFF b0mb: so we went at 6 15 this morning and they gave me shots for blood samples and a piss test... and my mom went to get the results just now....
The eFF b0mb: and i might be suspended for ten days and im grounded for ten days.
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: only grounded for 10 days
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: thats easy shit
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: is ummm
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: did you do drugs?
The eFF b0mb: nope.
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: im glad it wasnt me
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: im clean
The eFF b0mb: me too
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: but id just be nervous anyways
The eFF b0mb: i am nervous
The eFF b0mb: what if it makes a mistake?...
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: it wont
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: they never do
The eFF b0mb: certain things u eat can show drugs
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: they are like 99.9999999999 percent right
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: unless your eating percs, your alright
The eFF b0mb: if you eat a poppyseed bagel it shoes heroine
BEEmyKONSTANTINE: damn

yeah that sums up last night.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-09-18T14:05:00

2004-09-18T18:05:35Z

Homecoming is gonna suck.

And no, I don't have a date.
Any takers?

</3

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-09-13T22:29:00

2004-09-14T02:37:22Z

Br0kenHeartz20 (10:20:41 PM): i kno..i hate how he treats you..
The eFF b0mb (10:20:55 PM): im used to it..

I just realized how fucked up I am.

I swear I've tried to make things right.
He won't change the things I ask. I know he shouldn't have to change for anyone but what he does and says scares me.
It's all fucked up.
I don't knwo what to do.
I really like this one.

♥
Take my heart and wear on a string around your neck
It just so happens our time has run out of luck.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-09-11T22:45:00

2004-09-12T02:54:56Z

WRITE DOWN TEN STATEMENTS YOU'D LIKE TO SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE
dont list their names, or tell who it is to anyone.

1) I love you, and you have other friends, but we're drifting, We've been through so much it's hard to let go.
2) You need to give me the benefit of the doubt, I don't think I'd lie to you about something so serious.
3) It's funny how you want to hang out with me when YOU want to, not when I ever want to, I wish you could be around me and your other friends at the same time, and sometimes you truly scare me, but I absolutely love you.
4) You can't be a slut at your age, but you've found a way; It takes two to tango, it's not like you never did anything wrong.
5) I wish you would come back; I miss you so much and it sucks not being able to see you anymore...
6) I wish you would still keep in touch, you've helped me through a lot, and now there's no one to keep me going like you do.
7) I can't wait till you move, you're so great, you fucking rock and we're going to have so much fun.
8) I wish you weren't ana sshole, and you're playing mind games with a lot of people; You need to stop.
9) I love you, you're like my brother, and I wish you'd stop doing some stuff you do, stop being so hard on yourself. You frighten me, and if anything should happen to you, something would happen to me... you're the best ever.
10) I know we only met a little while ago, but you're awesome. I hope we get closer because I could see you as being one of my best friends in the future, and I'm hoping you don't change on me.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-09-09T18:53:00

2004-09-09T23:09:11Z

First day of High School today. Yayyy..
It was fun.

Homeroom - all I do is talk to Shane Brad and Jon, lol.

First period - CP World History (Mr. Vilary)
He's cool. I have Sarah Oliver and Charlie Pfleger in my class =D

Second period - CP Earth Science (Miss Beek)
She's funny but creeps me the hell out =X andd.. I just kinda sit there, none of my friends really sit around me. lol

Third Period - CP English 1 (Miss Jasper)
Josh Cargen and Brad Kirk are in my class.. =) It was boring though..

Fourth Period - Lunch
I sat with Brando, Brad, Courtney and Sarah.. Brando started talking about sniffing crackers.. and then I walked away to talk to Joe Wills and Charlie and all them. Then me and Court walked around looking for guys in tight pants.. haha. Then I saw Krispy and Brett =)

Fifth Period - Gym
Being freshmen we just sat around while some older kids signed papers to do activites or whatever. I just layed on Brad.. it was soo hot in there.. Mike Gormley said I was hot.. and I wanted to kill myself, like straight up die. >.<

Sixth Period - French 1 (Tortu-Sliwecki)
My name is Simone. Hahaha. Anyways.. Nicole, and Lindsay are in my French class! =)

Seventh Period - Int Algebra/Geometry 1 (Mr. Sheppard)
He's okay.. pretty nice. That classroom is right across the hall from whatever class Brandon's in haha.. so we kept looking at eachother through the windows, it was great. BEAR is in my math class? haha

Eighth Period - Musical Theatre (Yerkes)
He's cool, too. We just sat around and talked.. I hung out with Angelina, Monica, and Dan basically.

Saw Jon Lee, saw Jim, saw my brother, yeah. I can't think of anyone else.

Almost missed the bus, goo Jonnn! lol

Got back and me Court and Jon talked, then me and Court met up with Sean, Dez, and Megan, and then we waited for Dan to get home. Then I left..
And I'm still grounded.

So now I'm going because.. I'm talking to Ant Longo and I miss him like a motherfucker ... </3 Maybe I'll write tomorrow? <3 love you

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-09-07T14:50:00

2004-09-07T18:51:04Z

The eFF b0mb: does your boyfriend wear tight jeans?
HandgunsNhearts: YES! :-)
The eFF b0mb: omg ur so lucky!
The eFF b0mb: i want my boyfriend to wear tight jeans! idonthaveaboyfriend :-[
HandgunsNhearts: hahaha i was like drooling haha and my mom was like omg why are the so tight and he laughed
HandgunsNhearts: aw shannan! ill be your boyfriend :-)
The eFF b0mb: haha yay my sarie bf wears tight jeans :-D :-D
The eFF b0mb: actually. i want a boyfriend that listens to the same music as me and wears tight jeans, and jim just doesnt cut it 8-)
HandgunsNhearts: hahaha i dooo :-* :-)
The eFF b0mb: lol :-D

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-08-26T11:58:00

2004-08-26T15:59:27Z

Bowling tonight.. with the Crew =D

Might be in trouble... =X
Shit.

xo

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-08-25T22:45:00

2004-08-26T03:06:06Z

Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause
There's no way to turn around

Staring at your photograph
Everything now in the past
Never felt so lonely
I wish that you could show me love
.....
Random acts of mindlessness
Commonplace occurences
Chances and surpises
Another state of consciousness

Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses 'cause
There's no way to turn around

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent
Do you still have doubts that
Us having faith makes any sense
---------------------------------------------------
How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and start the car
And for the first time in my life
I'm crying

Are we in space? Do we belong?
Someplace where no one calls it wrong
And like the stars we burn away
The miles
...
How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and start the car
And for the first time in my life
I’m crying

Are we in love, do we deserve?
To bare the shame of this whole word
And like the night we camouflage
D e n i a l
---------------------------------------------------
You're way too good for me
Cause I'm cursed with years of failure
And I know I'm bound to bring you down
I guess it's plain to see
--------------------------------------------------

i love lyrics.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-08-22T09:48:00

2004-08-22T14:02:53Z

Today was one of the funnest days I've had in... years.

We sat around Manor for a while. It was me, Courtney, Kristin, Erin, Sarah, Sean, Joey, Jess, Brandon, and Jim.

Well it was pouring like a motherfucker so we all went outback to Court's house in this little misquito hut and me and Jim were beating eachother up =P lol it was great. The mosquito hut flooded and we were screwed. Erin and Sarah were making prank phone calls to all these people, it was so funny. They got Court's dad, lol. Haha good times, good times, 8) . Eventually it kinda stopped raining so we went to Heritages.
We got stuff to eat and sat around.
Me and Court got a shitload of candy for Heather and walked to her house to cheer her up... her grandmom / Guardian died.
So we sat around and Sean came. We all cheered Heather up and decided to go bowling!
So we walked back and waited for Sean's mom to get home. Jenny, his sister said she'd give us a ride and we asked her to go with us because she was depressed, too... (her boyfriend broke up with her after 2 and a half years)
So Court went home and I got in the car with Joey Sean and Jenny and we went and picked up Heather and went to the bowling alley. Court met us there. We all put in our money and got food and stuff and..obviously bowled. I suck lol.
At 10:30 JIM came. =D x 869749685. He bowled for me because I didn't feel like it anyway and we were all sitting around and some guys next to us were drinking Corona Extra. Sean asked him for one and the guy said no. At like 11 the guy left and he gave Sean a few. Me and Court were drinking like crazy falling all over the parking lot at 11:30. Got in the car with Jim and we followed the others to Wendy's and they got french fries and shit...
Hanging around Wendy's lol.
Then Jim brought me home...
Yeah it was a GOOD night. =D

Today... probably hanging around Manor all day, it's Sunday. Sunday's suck.

Call the cell if there's anything else to do.

P.S. Jim woke me up this morning at 9 30. >=(

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-08-07T09:57:00

2004-08-07T14:02:03Z

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I am the youngest.
03. I love to read
04. I am a shop-o-holic.
05. I love dangly earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
08. I'm obsessed with MAC.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Italy for 2 months.
12. I spend money i don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz 6 times.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love NSYNC.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire, and pretty much every other Disney show.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18. And it was in Rome.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. One of my bestfriends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. Ive seen Fight Club at least 5 times
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Sex and the City.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter.
36. I have too many clothes for my dresser/closet.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I hate drama.
41. I am addicted to The O.C.
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I hate racist people.
55. I hate my computer.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I want to go to Greece.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love God.
69. I'm too forgiving
70. I have a horrible sense of direction.
71. I love high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I'm a daddy's girl.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green eyes.
78. I love the Olsen Twins.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy
84. I love the smell of asfault after it's rained.
85. I love my family.
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid sometimes.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I love pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I have straight teeth
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. My biggest fear is rejection

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-30T23:50:00

2004-07-31T03:50:14Z

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-30T15:32:00

2004-07-30T19:33:11Z

I miss my bff bradley own kirk :(

Oh my. Erin and I have the greatest conversations ;)

And Thanks, Jon, for inviting me to the movies. Sorry I couldn't go.

Anyways, this Sunday I leave for Wildwood for a whole week.
Make sure to call my cell phone! :):):)
[856] 981 5964

<3 Love you.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-25T21:05:00

2004-07-26T01:15:41Z

Yeah so we got back from Knoebel's today. It was a good trip.

On Friday we woke up EARRRRLYYYY... and then we got ready and got in the car and left. It was like a 4 hour drive, because we stopped at Cracker Barrell to eat. Good food 8)
So we got out rooms at the Bed and Breakfast... aw it was soo nice. We got situated then went to the amusement park (Knoebel's) for a little while. We went on a roller coaster and stuff.. and some other rides... and we went on the HUGE ski lift up the mountain and I called Brad <333 because I love him :) And we were just talking to him. Then we got off and went home... watched The Sixth Sense (which I've never been scared of until thta night because of Courtney). So we went to sleep at like 2.
Then we went to Knoebel's the next day with Court's family and all. Had fun. BIG log flume, got all wet, met these kids, real cool. Brian Matt and some other kids. We were just going around and watching some show that had 60's, 70's, and 80's music. It was cool. We got something to eat and left. We got back to the hotel and went in the hot tub. Then we slept. We woke up for breakfast, then we were going home, and went to the skatepark while Court's parents went into a store. We met some other kids: Jay, Kyle, Steve, Kevin, Drew, Derek and Mark, they were cool. Then we left and got home and walked around Manor. Shit happened, as usual.

I'm bored, and sad.

R.I.P. Jared Teaman
='(

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-22T00:38:00

2004-07-22T04:46:57Z

Bold whatever statements you can identify with.
This is something that is true for you.
This is something that isn't true for you.

01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay, its not like they have a choice.
41. No one really knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I have absolutely no self-confidence.
60. i hate to clean my room.
61. ?????????????????
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I hate it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron. Can't you find a better reason?
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well. At all.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive.
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I'm probably going to have premarital sex.
91. I don't like my nose.
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. Jesse Lacey writes the most amazing lyrics ever.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-19T00:20:00

2004-07-19T04:38:02Z

[f.i.r.s.t.s]
First best friend: Erin
First car: Uhmmm
First screen name: shancheerleading 8-)
First self purchased album: Uhhh..
First funeral: Grandmom's
First pets: Dog... Sammy :)
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: dont have one, never have
First true love: Aw Andrew Gittinger, I was like whoa young... like Kindergarten
First enemy: Hmmm.. Andrew Gittinger, hahaha
First big trip: Florida.

[l.a.s.t.s]
Last cigarette: uh
Last car ride: Way home from Food Shopping with my mom
Last good cry: 10 minutes ago?
Last library book checked out: Don't know.
Last movie seen: Little Rascals!
Last beverage drank: Yoohoo
Last food consumed: Cereal
Last crush: Dan?
Last phone call: Idk
Last time showered: when i woke up today
Last shoes worn: Flip flops!! =O
Last item bought: Food
Last annoyance: Sean
Last time wanting to die: ....
Last time scolded: Oh God... Friday?

[r.e.l.a.t.i.o.n.s.h.i.p.s]
01. who are your best friends? Brad, Roger, Courtney
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no...

[f.a.s.h.i.o.n | s.t.u.f.f]
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Pacsun
02. any tattoos or piercings? Ears..3 holes, getting my bellybutton done soon

[s.p.e.c.i.f.i.c.s]
01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene
03. what are you most scared of? Spiders and Clowns
04. what are you listening to right now? Blindside-About a Burning Fire
05. where do you want to get married? Vegas 8-) Jk. Idk
06. how many buddies are online right now? 26... but only 15 aren't away
07. what would you change about yourself? weight

[f.a.v.o.r.i.t.e]
01. color: green
02. food: pizza
03. boys' names: Kevin, Zane
04. girls' names: Idk
05. subjects in school: Lunch 8-)
06. animals: prarie dogs and dingos... hahaha
07. sports: hockey
08. perfume: Idk
09. cologne: Dunno

[h.a.v.e | y.o.u | e.v.e.r]
01. given anyone a bath?: my little 2 year old cousin
02. smoked? yeah
03. bungee jumped? I wanted to at 6 flags, but no one would sign for us :(
04. made yourself throw up? ...no
05. skinny dipped? yeah lol
06: ever been in love? yes.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yeah
08. pictured your crush naked? ;)
09. actually seen your crush naked? no lol
10. cried when someone died? yes.
11. lied? a lot of times.
12. fallen for your best friend? of course.
13. been rejected? yes
14. rejected someone? yeah
15. used someone? ...no.
16. done something you regret? hasnt everyone?

[c.u.r.r.e.n.t]
clothes: green WD sweatpants, grey tanktop
music: Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated
make-up: eyeliner.
annoyance: SEAN and DAN
smell: cant smell
favorite artist: kurt halsey
desktop picture: my name with lyrics to Story of the Year-Anthem of our Dying Day
CD: none.
dvd in player: X2
color of toenails: bluuue

[l.a.s.t | p.e.r.s.o.n]
you touched: zach
hugged: ---
you IMed: Roger

[a.r.e.| y.o.u ]
understanding: yes
open-minded: yeah.
arrogant: i can be
insecure: ---
interesting: you tell me
hungry: starving!
smart: hah
moody: i can get moody
hardworking: depends on what im working on
organized: almost?
healthy: nahhh
bored easily: yes. then again easily amused
responsible: nope.
obsessed: depends.
angry: yes. right now.
sad: right now.
disappointed: right now
happy: sort of, im talkin to ROGER :)
hyper: no.
trusting: yes.
talkative: i can be.
legal: hmmm..

[r.a.n.d.o.m]
in the morning i am: tired
all i need is: moneyy! and my bff brad to come home from the shore, and to stay out of trouble...
love is: love. it can be amazing, or amazingly horrible.
i dream about: anthony longo coming home from cali
Jahovah's Witnesses: uh..
what do you notice first about guys: clothes and hair
last person you danced with: hahaha, courtney!!! lol
worst question to ask: "wheres waldo?" ...idk
who makes you laugh the most: courtney, jon
who makes you smile: roger, brad, courtney, jon
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: idunno.
who has a crush on you: hehehehe

[d.o | y.o.u | e.v.e.r]
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no but i do stay up all night on the internet
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yeah, girls suck
wish you were younger: no.

[n.u.m.b.e.r]
of times i have had my heart broken: oh god.
of hearts i have broken: .. =[
of girls i've kissed: i dont kiss girls.
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: i have 3 best friends, roger brad and courtney
of cds i own: 83
of scars on body: so goddamn many

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-17T19:41:00

2004-07-17T23:46:59Z

Let's see...
Heather's half way across the country and I'm not sure if I'll be able to see her for the rest of the summer. =(
Things aren't going too well with some people, one who I used to call a best friend until we dirfted.
I may not be able to see Keith at Ocean View campground because I might not be able to get a spot there for the camper.. AND Idunno if I'll be able to visit Heather. That all ties up.
I Miss Ant Longo.
People I used to call best friends now smoke pot and don't care about me anymore.
I'm grounded.. long story. Had people over, me and Brad were drunk.. and he threw a sleeping bag out the window and my dad found it and knew I had some people over. Ugh..

One good thing about this summer = going to Knobel's with Court next weekend! =)

Summer sucks.

forgetmenot510 @ 2004-07-14T23:19:00

2004-07-15T03:20:05Z

Happy Birthday Brittany Ann Mary Williams!!!!!! =)

Love you woman!

*Does/Is Your Crush..*
Have brown, red, or blonde hair?:	Brown 8)
Dye their hair?:	Nahh
Have brown, blue, green, or hazel eyes?:	Blue I think.. =X
Have freckles?:	A few
Have acne?:	Nope.
Make you happy?:	Yes :)
Make you sad?:	Only once or twice.
Younger than you?:	Nope.
Older than you?:	By a few months
Same age as you?:	...Yeah.. whatever?
Drink?:	Hahaha yeah
Smoke?:	...Yep.
Dance?:	...Haha if he did it would be funny :)
Tall?:	Somewhat
Short?:	No
Medium?:	Yeah.
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